Aditya
Dhanrajgiri, thought as he sat in his posh office that he would never like to
revisit that place, though he studied his college over there but then too. Here
in Hyderabad, he was more than happy with his life. This city had a old charm
and calmness he liked. Just then he was lost in these thoughts that he realized it was past his lunch time.
Aditya
was a big time stock broker or should say he with his father and brothers are the
top firm in stock market. His father and brothers stayed in Delhi, they were a
big happy Punjabi family and his father travelled to Mumbai for business
purpose. But now his father was planning to retire wanted him to shift the base
in Mumbai
As
he was thinking to order something from café, he saw Sakshi , as usual she was
looking bubbly, she was a high end fashion consultant for home décor, she with
her some friends ran an exclusive consultancy where they were allotted empty spaces
for decoration or redecor of the places. Here she was wearing a mustard
coloured princess cut shirt and blue jeans with multicolored scarf. She entered
the office and with her came the peon, he put the white sheet on the coffee
table and then she kept the purple picnic basket. She bought out the crockery
and cutlery and his favourite Lebanese.
Though
his intention was not to drag Sakshi in his problems but his parents loved
Sakshi more that any body else. After 3 sons, Sakshi was their daughter, they always
wanted to have basically, even his brothers whom he had terms of fighting like
hell were totally in her team, he had never seen them to have rough terms
with her. Shivam and his wife Aashi
fangirled Sakshi because she helped their arranged marriage into a love one.
Plus with his other brother Alankar or Aly was close to marrying his girl
friend Sarika, it was a time they were to last details of their relationship
and as usual Sakshi was the one who was also helping them.
They
sat down together and as usual she talked about her day, he loved the way her
hands moved when they discussed life or that twinkle in her eyes. He never said
it but he loved when she came to his office giving him surprise and they had
lunch together . She did it most of the times when she was in the city. They
had a beautiful kothi near old Hyderabad, she had decorated it beautifully and
he loved warmness of this city, she has being regularly juggling with her life in
multiple cities especially after he moved to Hyderabad a year ago, though they
still celebrate all major festivals in Delhi with his family. Sakshi and him
had a an arranged marriage 5 years back, she was a single child of a single
mother, so she loved being a part of a big family.
After
the lunch, he quietly broached the topic that Dad wants him to move to Mumbai,
feverly praying that Sakshi makes his parents understand that it was not a wise move rather they should let
Shivam settle in Mumbai as he has being in business for few years. But Sakshi
only said “Adi, I leave the decision to you. I can set my business from anywhere, its your
career that’s important to me, but rather I would suggest Mumbai would be good
place to change of environment.” Aditya knew he was fighting a lost battle
because he knew one day he will have to face his fears.
So
he informed his father that he will shift , and as usual he left house hunting
and decorating to her, plus the interiors of his office in Mumbai. She moved to
Mumbai a month earlier than him and found a posh penthouse in one of the high
rise buildings plus a great office redecoration was in place.
The
building had only two penthouses and as talking to Sakshi, he realized only a
single woman who is in some sort of music industry lives there another one.
Plus with the diagrams, Sakshi shared it looked that now Mumbai office is ready
to the hippie version of stock broking firms. It is now more of lively place
she created using vastu and other monetary favouring theories. There was use of
a lot of glass and the décor had a flowing touch in it to give it a flow to
market transactions. And though he was not much not home décor, but she still
liked his views , the penthouse looked like Japan inspired cherry blossom
looks, giving it flowery yet sopsticated looks with lots of use of Turkish
décor making it look very contemporary Asian. He had to agree his wife was
amazing in her work. But something moving to Mumbai was very stressing for him.
Thankfully when he moved in, Sakshi was going out of town as she a major
project in Kolkata, where 25 high end bungalows needed to designed , plus
atlast Aly and Sarika are engaging so she would be there. With Kolkata project
and engagement he was looking to 3 months of solitude as she would be really
pressingly busy these months. So they just had a regular dinner, he liked what
she did to the house and was looking real nice. He as usual also appreciated
her choice of staff because it was perfect and that night when he took her, it
was different from all other times, it was tensed and worried, plus kindda that
made her feel that he was just doing that as a routine but didn’t enjoy it.
The
next morning he was alone to home as she had early flight and driver drove her
to airport, he was feeling guilty that in a way in his anxiety he was making
Sakshi unsecured because this was the first time in their marriage that she
didn’t woke him up before boarding the flight, but he felt a bit relieved when
he saw a message from her in his room, her old habit of writing notes.
“Don’t
worry, had very early flight plus it got preponed so left in great hurry that’s
why didn’t wake you up. Best of luck for your first day at Mumbai’s office.
Love you, take proper meals and I will call as soon as I land.-Sakshi “
He
was returning from a tiring day at office, but staff responded well to the
change . and as he reached his floor, he saw a girl struggling with lots of
grocery as she was trying to open the gate on the other house, so he helped her
by carrying some of her bags but when she turned, he was shocked to see the
face.
The
other pent house belonged to Manasvini
Munjal, the only person he didn’t want to see is the one who’s his neighbor .
Manasvini
was also shocked to see Aditya after so many years. they lost contact 10 years
back, when he moved out of their relationship after teenage disputes. Manasvini
was also shocked but then using her brains , she invited in as he was moving
she saw his nameplate in other side of wall “Aditya “ Sakshi didn’t like the
formal nameplates and plus all her mails came by to Potter’s House, so the
nameplate said “Aditya” They had coffee and he left to his house, when he saw that
it was first time in years that he forgot work and had something else to think.
Late
that night when Sakshi called, he was distracted so she cut the phone early.
Following the week, she didn’t had much time so Aditya visited Manasvini a few
times as she invited him to dinner. There Sakshi was busy in Kolkata, then she
just flew for 2 days but that time Manasvini was in Bangalore for a concert,
this was the week, she suggested that they should put their personal stuff as that package is still
packed due their busyness. But he denied
saying that its not just the time to tire her as she is having hectic schedule.
Then she flew to Delhi for a month as their was Aly and Sarika’s engagement,
then their wedding shopping because wedding was just 2 months away.
He
invited her to dinner one night when they discussed Sakshi, she said “Your
decorator was very passionate about her work, she did everything as if she was
to live here. Here what was her name….”
“Sakshi,
she is my…..” Manasvini said “I know,
she is your interior designer, and a friend looks she is Shivam’s friend too,
isn’t she?”Aditya went with the flow because he would like to spend some time
with Manasvini without any complications.
Though
when he flew for engagement party, Sakshi looked dull , when he inquired she said she just feeling tired some nights,
weather caught her as both Kolkata and Delhi were boiling in temperature. She
was just too tired and so his attention was again back to Manasvini. Somehow,
his life was planning the way he would have liked as his mother didn’t let
Sakshi leave the home because she said
it would be better that she helps in wedding plus her regulsr trips to
Kolkata are exhausting so with a family here in Delhi, she would be better
cared. And he couldn’t agree more.
Here
in Mumbai, he went out a lot of times with Manasvini, plus no one knew much of
his personal life, so no fuss about that, plus he enjoyed Manasvini’s company
because with Sakshi she only understood old Bollywood or new club songs, but
none much than that, but Manasvini had a refined choice in music like they went
to a jazz bar, plus electronica theatres and all that kind of music hubs.
Aditya never told anybody at home about it but he had a kind of music bar in
settling up when he was in college but his best friend cheated him bar and was
secretly dating Manasvini, it broke him and he left the place as loser but now
if it gave him some peace that music bar failed because very advanced for that
decade plus he was cheating with Manasvini with other women.
It
was just a regular day till mid day, when he saw Sakshi all smilingly in his
office, with a duffel bag she was carrying, he didn’t knew she was returning
today, truth to be told he didn’t hears a word she says to him now-a-days though
they didn’t talk much because whenever she called he hanged the phone early, so
she reduced calling thinking it’s the new city, new office pressure with lot of office work, and she herself was busy with her ailing health,
Kolkata and wedding but he was confident that she had not said something about
her return, she was looking as usual, a jeans and a shirt with a scarf, that
was also a reason he liked Manasvini, Sakshi was predictable and concistent
with her life. It was always jeans or Indian wears whereas Manasvini was more
spunky and interesting mate he moved with. But he noticed she has lost weight
as his brothers said, they were also saying that she was being still nostalgic.
She
brought him lunch and today it was home cooked food , she as usual started with
her chatter ,
“You
know we were discussing to have a collage of photos for Mummyji’s 55th
birthday but I couldn’t your photos of
college days.”
“Sakshi
you have to arrange without them.”
“But,
Adi I am just asking some college photos, not something that will be used
otherwise .” She was losing her cool when she felt that there is no way she
deserved that kind of treatment when she returned 7 weeks after she left their
home especially when she has being so supportive.
“Damn
Sakshi, I just don’t want to remember that time” she was speechless but he continued “Yes, I
have chosen this life 10 years ago, yes I had to compromise somethings in life
but who doesn’t make some compromises in life.”
“Adi,
the life you are saying compromise, I am part of your that life only, is this
wedding is also a compromise for you.”
“For
God sake, Sakshi, that’s not what I meant.”
“That’s
exactly you meant, Aditya. I am just a compromise for you”
“Lets
leave all these. And why had you come unannounced to my office?”
“I
was mistaken, I always thought that you liked to share your lunch hour with me
and seeing me suddenly over here you will be rejoiced so in your moment of happiness
I will tell you that you are going to be a father.”Placing a hand over her
still flat abdomen. “But, from now on, I will never come to your office, I
don’t think I deserve this kind of behavior , even after I never tried to
subrotage your private life, but now I realize we may share same postal address
but we aren’t sharing our life, you are not sharing your life.” He was stunned
for a moment but she continued “But what a pity, now I don’t even know you will
even happy knowing this.”
She
left throwing a photo frame at cabin, after she left the peon entered and was
cleaning the glass when he saw it was their photo that he had got framed in
their last anniversary. A typical Delhi couple photo where they were standing
after a karwa chauth. Now a child, for whom he was waiting since last 4 years ,
for a moment he was thinking that whether his long forgotten desire was
really worth it. Sakshi may not be his
first love but paved her path to his heart in slow and steady manner by being a
constant to his moody and variable nature, she never had in her life tried to
change him but rather has adjusted herself.
Is
really his college crush worth it that he should risk his five years of
marriage, that innocent woman’s heart, plus his parents satisfaction, his
brother’s adoration, his full happy Punjabi family and most importantly now his
child. A child which she is giving him. Their love for each other may not be
crazy and wild love, but it was something basing on years of companionship,
care and love.
But
now, he didn’t knew what to do? So calling an early day off he left to his
house and saw her luggage was clearly stacked in room but she was not there, he
called for her when the staff told him that she came 2 hours ago and after
instructing them about daily work, she left, he found a note saying
“Off
to Potter’s House, Need some time to think.”
Potter’s
House was her work house and had a bunk bed so that if needed a person or two,
he called a number of times at the
landline but no one was picking up the phone, so decided to drive over there,
and he saw her sitting infront of
potter’s wheel and trying to make a pot sobbingly. He just sat beside
her and started cleaning her neck and face with his hanky and then he firmly
holding his hand help in making the pot. He could feel her nervousness as he
could feel her back in his front. Then after he carried her in and made her lie
in the bed.
And
just lied beside her holding her in a manner which made in clear to her that he
is no mood to leave her and just caressed her to sleep and falling himself to
sleep in turn. He had made his choice and he had chosen his this life with
Sakshi. He has decided to end matters with Manasvini and before coming here he visited her and told the truth
that he was now married and myriad of emotions he persuaded her but now he has
understood that he actually want to live with his wife because she is the one
who is his true salvation.